random spurts
*disclaimer: i'm slightly emotional right now, so don't take me too seriously. but i still pretty much mean what i say. think what you will.*
- sometimes i wish i cared more. but sometimes i just don't.
- can't things just be not messed up sometimes?
- can people just stop thinking about themselves?
- i don't like feeling needy.
- how do you ask for a hug without it being weird?
- so many things bother me.
- i bother me.
- why can't we all just get along?
- would things be easier if i was a guy?
- feelings get complicated.
- girls can be so whack.
- i wish i could make you feel better.
- why is there so much talk about marriage lately?
- sometimes i wish time can just stop so i can catch up.
- waiting is hard.
- crushes can be destructive. especially when you're in denial. and when you can't distance yourself anymore. stop convincing yourself it's ok.
- mom said it best: boys are trouble.
- you come and you go and you come and you go. can't you just stay forever?
- there are so many things i wish i was good at.
- can i really get through life sucking at math?
- i wish change was easier.
- i get really sad when my Christian friends seem to be living double lives. sometimes i think i'm one of them.
- i'm really proud of you boys.
- i like how you think i'm fun to talk to.
- wouldn't you like to be encouraged more?
- i wish you wouldn't be so bitter at life.
- some people just need to grow up.
- i want to be better.
- why have i been blogging so much?
- tv is the devil.
- i feel responsible that you don't come to church anymore.
- will better be the first to sign up for softball :)
- sometimes i think i'm so easily shaken. sometimes i don't.
- love is so hard. especially with family.
- sometimes i wish i was someone else. sometimes i don't.
- i like how i can talk to people about anything and everything. but sometimes i don't feel like i can at all.
- it's sad to realise how superficial a friendship developed since childhood as become. it's sad to hear i've been reduced to "we grew up together". i tried. but this is your choice.
- i need to get my act together.
- i'd rather not think than not feel.
- school can be such a pain in the everywhere.
- it's sad when i think about how the person who has hurt me like i've never been hurt before in my life is a pastor. how do you know when you've forgiven someone?
- people who try to get into teacher's college as a back up plan piss me off. people who actually end up getting in piss me off even more. don't kids deserve more than that?
- my mom is my hero.
- i want to save the world.
- i want to believe that change can happen.
- you are more than what you've become.
till next time...take care of yourself and each other.
i mean it.
1 Comments:
i think that's enough for a book. give steve jamison a call. i'll be the first to buy a copy =)
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